I used to blame you for ruining my life, I used to write to you as if you could just make it all better..
So here's my apology;
Dear brain,
I'm sorry for accusing you of ruining what I though was a good life, I'm sorry for telling you I hated what you did,
At the time I thought I had it all.. I though my life was ruined,
Notes on my hospital wall from family members
'Liz in 6 months you'll be even better'
I'd brush off my shoulders ignore and laugh at..
Only to realise that two years later they were right and enjoyable to read..
The nights I cried over so many stupid things,
Thinking that the people I classed as friends were infact as fake as Kim kardashians bum.
I've learnt so much from my stroke, it's given me independence confidence and so much more, the disabilities aren't all noticeable, I'm still broken inside my skull, my brain still isn't fully connected..
I'm learning to adapt and realising that I'm a lot stronger than I think..
So that's my stroke of positivity confidence and independence,
Dear brain;
I will continue to prove all those who doubted me wrong.
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