Paralysed..

I still technically can’t use my arm or hand ‘functionally’
Which is a regular occurrence for stroke survivors as it takes longer to ‘recover’

“Oh sorry!”
‘Nope it’s fine, I can’t feel it :)’
*the stare of confusion..*
‘Oh it’s paralysed, I can’t use it it’s numb’
It’s as if you’re holding a heavy weight..
sometimes I’ll find myself leaning to the left (not sure if it’s the stroke side effect)
Paralysed is when you sit on your hand for ages you pass the pins and needles stage and let the numbness stay..
forever

I’ve stopped with the whole ‘this is what happened crap’ as it’s so boring now.
Those who know me know, those who want to judge me can judge me and those who want to find out can ask..