I will become what I deserve

I honestly don't need to carry on letting the stroke be my life;

'What happened to you're hand?'

'I fell over broke my leg & sprained my wrist, but it's fine'

Sick of explaining everything to random people who just tell me I'm too young and pretend to be sympathetic...

The quote I've used is from a song that's helped me;

Ben Howard- the fear

It makes me realise that you'll only get what you work for..

Same for anyone, not just me.

My leg splints started to rub (second splint) which means my leg muscle is growing, so I need a new one..

Still got drop foot, I can't be bothered to explain what it is, look it up...

I'm deciding that going back to uni this year is better for me, as I'll meet new people and start to 'be part of the crowd' 

I have/need to accept what my body is like now, so I will hold my head high and smile even if you frown at me..

Wondering 

'What's happened to her?'

Watching Jeremy Kyle once a month makes me realise I could be worse off..

So I'm going to work on my recovery 

And I will become what I deserve