Today I left a workplace i've worked at since I was 15/16. Standing on the watch counter, trying so hard to sell watches to the people that probably just wanted to try a Michael Kors on for the sake of having touched something Michael Kors, with the same excuse for not buying it;
''oh i'll wait till Christmas, I have no money till pay day''
''Oh i'm so skint at the moment, but it's nearly my birthday so i'll ask for one for that :)''
I then got made redundant because the counter was moving to the jewellery section, as we weren't ''selling enough''
This cause so much stress as I was only 16/17 when it happened.
You spend your whole working time thinking ''yeah I like this job, I get free watches, I meet people everyday, I'm still studying, I'm still selling watches and earning money.
I then moved to Oasis where I was so happy, selling clothes, getting discount, making friends and getting on with my life and still working in the same place, so I knew the layout, how bitchy it can be, how to treat the customers that talk to you like shit.
What do you do when you have something so life changing that just listening to someone talk about the company tires you to the point that you literally want to cry.
I've loved working in Fenwick and i've loved how the staff ( some) have treated me, but I need to get on with my life and leave the 'old me' behind. This is the next stage of my recovery.
I already feel the stress being released, being sucked out of me and taken off my shoulders.
Goodbye to the old Lizzie and welcome to the world to the 'new Lizzie'
your journey starts now.
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