Sorry what was I talking about?

I get the reaction 

'Your speech is so good was it affected?'

I mean it was but only because the tone changed; I'm quieter, talk slower and need to think about my words and sometimes mix words up.. 

'Dan I really want to go to the beach this summer'

(I then stare out the window at a bush, don't know why)

'Yeah can we go to the bush this summer?'

Sounds funny and we laughed but it can get annoying because I know how to process words I just get jumbled up but when you don't realise you've made the mistake it's embarrasing... 

Once I said 'realia' because me and Dan had said a word that ends in 'lia' 

I honestly didn't realise for about 20 minutes.. 

I don't know how to explain when you forget what you were talking about but I can spend hours talking and they'll say something and I'll think of what to say next but I'll forget what the conversation was about... 

Not all the effects that they show on the advert happen.. 

I slur my speech at times and people look at me abit confused but I just repeat it and ignore the slur... 

I have to plan what my next conversation with someone might be about and physically think of words to say.. 

'Babe is this a word..'

Wondering if words i'd of used everyday before are actually words than 'normal' people use..