'I don't know if I could do what you're doing'

You could.

No other way to put it,

When you're given a chance to prove what you're worth and have enough support from family and friends, you realise that you have things to live for; disabled or not..

You find yourself struggling a lot, but that's only a tiny set back and some things need to take you through a hard stage till it starts to get better..

You'll start seeing yourself improving slowly but surely..

Stay positive and keep yourself happy.

You'll start to turn your grumpy face into a smile; wonky or not..

You'll struggle through little setbacks and the amount of tablets you take a day will scare you at first, the way you start to view the smallest things like; waking up in the morning or even being able to say

'This is my life I've been given a second opportunity because I have something to live for..

Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, 

Don't listen to the crap of 'you'll get where you want to be'

Because sometimes you fail and nothing will be perfect again,

To put it bluntly you'll never recover fully..

But you'll recover to how you want to, you could give up or just let it beat you,

But when you start doing that you then start to slow your recovery down..

It's fucking shit and makes you feel depressed but it's worth it when you learn to deal with the emotional set backs,

Everything's a test, take it as you only have this last chance to live..

Ignore the people in your head telling you that you'll never be 'normal' 

That 'you're failing'

You can't' you could be the fattest,laziest,grumpiest and not even motivated to carry on.

Feeling sorry for yourself isn't going to get you anywhere and you'll just stop your brain remembering that you have something to live for,

You'll notice you're pushing away your family, friends and support group because all they hear or see you doing is moan..

Would you visit or want to be around someone who moans constantly?

Would you be around someone who you've told can get better but won't listen to you?

Your brain feels like it's not a part of your body but it is..

It's the strongest organ in your body, it's the reason you're still here..

Don't let the stroke become your life,

You're worth more than some idiot in your head trying to destroy your life..

Listen to upbeat music 

Listen to your family and friends 

You'll be this strange version of normal, but remember the person who you might of seen walking down the street thinking and wishing you were them is

'Perfect' this strange delusion in your head that there is such thing as perfect isn't true.

They might be suffering too..

You're more inclined to stop your brain recovering if you compare yourself to; how you used to be, how you should be, how people view you and how you want to be..

No ones perfect or normal.