I've decided to slowly walk downstairs and open them Infact that's a lie, me and dan are opening them in my bed so we can rest aswell. I think I'm more excited about waking up with my boyfriend than I am to open my presents. Mainly because I haven't asked for anything accept 'a new arm please' just as a joke so I know my wish won't come true, and I'll probably recieve loads of presents that remind me I've had a stroke (from my dad and that side) as I hardly see them, I literally can't think of anything worse than having to pretend I'm really happy to recieve a book or something on 'stroke recovery' lol.
I know it's about the festive spirit and just being around family but when you only get one day a year to see family and open gifts from them, but when a nurse tells you 'don't let the stroke become your life' before I left hospital. And on that one day you were only to recieve presents that give you back horrid memories and will be a constant reminder what do you do? Put on a fake smile and pretend you're extremely happy to of recieved a book on 'how to gain your memory back'
'Oh thanks, that's urr really kind of you' (wankers I'm not gonna remember anything that's a ctually in the book cause if you remember my brain doesn't actually remember anything anymore)
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