Dear year, can you just be good?

To this year, 

I need to just be happy and not have anything crap thrown at me..

I can't handle the; damage, shock or heartache from something bad again. 

I had a massive 'breakthrough sezuire' today and ended up in a&e to be xrayed as I face planted the floor and smashed my affected arm in an awkward position.. 

Please don't be the start to a shit year; 

I'm scared and in shock that I can't process anything as much as I could before I fell, I'm scared to go to my blood test tomorrow incase I fall, incase something happens to me.. 

So please don't be the start to a shit year 

Because I physically can't take on anymore..